i don't deserve it
i don't owe him anything from the beginning
i SHOULD take back what he'd owed
i shouldn't fall into his traps
i definitely won't fall into his fucking traps!
i WANT him to get his retribution double hard soon!
i curse him to get his retribution like how i suffered!
i know clearly that my heart is dead, for him...
BUT... how should i escape? where should i hide?

JASMINE!
u know u're so tired.
u know u've gave up long ago.
u know u deserve someone better.
but why is ur fucking brain not working whenever u wanna solve it?

should i feel happy that i dun feel like going home whenever he is in?
should i feel happy that i dun wish to face him?
should i feel happy that i dun wish to talk abt him to anyone anymore?
GOSH! he's my hubby afterall... why do i sound like we're more than a farmiliar stranger?